Come on Chris

Felt like i was filled with despair today lol. For some reason i just wish i would give up and just stay like this forever, but theres something inside of me that won't let me. Not sure if its a gift or not tbh... sighhhhh..... Things are bad right now and the truth is that it probably wont get any better. Im so goddam tired and just hopeless, but for some reason something of me just wants to fight and fight so hard. So that's what im going to do, live with no regrets boys and girls. This is your time so do what you want.