Ended up really drinking like a motherfucker that night. Had some Hennessy from what i remember and a fair bit of Vodka. Funny thing was that i didnt want to drink any "chasers" to avoid the carbs because im cutting but i fucked myself from all the alcohol anyway. I remember jumping up and down and dancing alot and confessing alot of my thoughts to people ROFL. Goddam, so much embarrassing stuff :/ and shouting alot of inappropriate content, siggghhhhh.
Ah wells guess i have to live with it. Ended up vommitting like everywhere :/, I remember vommitting on Sievy's kitchen table and Jasmine just cleaning it all up for me. Actually makes me so happy that i had her there to look after me. Goddam i like her so fricking much <333. She actually looked after me so hard and i know she had problems that night aswell and i feel really bad that i couldnt tend to them and help her. I hope she forgives me.
Got driven home by Michelle, and was the fastest car ride ever. I closed my eyes for one second and all of a sudden im home, i mustve blacked out or something. When i got into my front yard i started vommitting again like a motherfucker. Shit came out of my nose and stung soooo bad. Was vommitting all throughout the night and the morning and still feel the affects of light headedness, slow motor skills and what not now, 24 hours after the drinking occurred. My throat also hurts SO FUCKING much because of all the acid coming up last night from vommitting and it is so hard to eat.... fuarking sucks. Never actually drank this much before and pretty sure i got alcohol poisoning, worst fucking thing ever. I hope i didn't embarrass myself and especially my girl too bad, overall decent night but definitely could've eased up on the drinking.
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