Going to take a piss

There's always been this one movie that I can't quite seem to get out of my head. I remember watching it on my own as a kid and when I say kid, I mean like 9 years old or something ahah. I was watching it on my own because it was pretty inappropriate and had to keep it secret from my mamma :P

This guy, was your average musician/music seller (I can't quite remember) and he makes it to the big leagues of a rock star and creates the most famous rock band ever. But once he is at the top and after all the parties, bitches, drinks, drugs and the most fakest people in the world, he realises that this isn't the life that he dreamed of.

He was told a story once by his friend. His friend said that his dad left his mum and never came back one day and all he said was, "I need to go and take a piss." Eventually, the main character realises he needs to leave all of this fame and go back to what he was and be with the woman he loves, he tells his friend. "I need to take a piss." And his friend just completely understood, he didn't say anything whatsoever. He was just really happy that he was leaving and not coming back since his other life was so much better for him :') Moments of silence and understanding like this is what I need.

The end scene, is the main character in a pub after straightening out all his problems with drugs and what not, playing his guitar and singing and the love of his life walks in, sees him and is so happy.

I can't remember the title of this movie and I have been trying to search it up for like a year now but nothing comes up in the google searches ahah.

I don't know why, but just that one scene is really memorable and I want to watch this movie again. Seems like feelings of nostalgia are just hitting and I guess I just want to leave a lot of bullshit that is going on. When will it be my turn to, "go and take a piss."

Adelaide high formal 2013 part 3

Formal finished at 11:30pm, which was a real shame because I wanted it to go on forever. Literally motherfuckers. Me, Candy, Chelsea and Michael all made our way back to Chelsea's house via Candy's sister and got changed for the after party of the century. Got there nice and early when the line wasn't full and just had a chill sesh. Was trying to bang out so many beers but was impossible since they tasted so bad and I was that close to vommitting LOL.

Something terrible happened in the middle of the night and made me feel like shit. Still feel like shit now but so many people cared for me and asked how I was like it was amazing. I handled the situation ALOT better than how I usually handled it as well which I'm very proud of :D. Just gotta keep on focussing on the positive.  Biggest thank you, huge and even kisses to Joanne, Josh, Claire, Jack, Strali, Candy and Chelsea for caring and asking how I was ahah. Owe these motherfuckers. So many people gave me guidance as well like Kyle and Hoffy which was exactly what I needed <3

So happy as well to be partying with such fucking great peeps from our school. Honestly danced my fucking heart out and the back of my neck and tongue is so sore from swinging them around like a fuckhead when dancing AHAHAHAHA. Sometimes, I would dance and other people would come join me and together we'd actually rock out that hard, these moments are what make me so fucking ecstatic (english comms represent) that I want to jizz my jocks. Ended up doing something with JZ which i sort of regret LOL but yolo. Fuck me, hope I don't get shit about it from cocksuckers.

Ended up going to the wog's hotel room which was completely unexpected. Sunk two billies which wasn't really that good tbh but I remember laughing so hard at everyone AHAHAHAHA, like I couldn't stop laughing and everything seemed so fucking stupid and funny. Like just the way people acted and talked, especially Ammanuel AHAHAHA. Omg, it was so funny :')

Overall night started off as a 10/10, became a solid 5/10 and then bumped riight back up to a 9.5/10 and then finished with a 8.5/10. Strong fluctuations to say the least LOL.

Ben on the piss <3

Adelaide high formal 2013 part 2

Formal had to be the best night of my life thus far (no homo). It was the greatest thing seeing everyone at school and taking so many photos and just loving life with the people that I love. Ripping it up on the dance floor with so many sick cunts was the bomb diggity as well LOL. Everyone just tore the fuck out of the floor and teachers were so happy because last year no-one even danced. Guess this is the year of no fucks given <3

The food was half decent but the 3 beers I sunk before filled my stomach and all the running around wasn't making any room at all LOL. Awards time eventually came and me and Candy got "Cutest Couple" AHAHAHA. Was so awkward when we walked up because we aren't an actual thing but I'm so happy that we won it. I honestly think we looked amazing together ahah (no cockhead brag) and so many people were saying so as well :D feelsgoodman.jpeg.

More photos, chilling, chatting and dancing then took place like a motherfucker. Was a sexy time indeed. Goddamn, I seriously can't get over the fact that everything was just so perfect and everyone was so happy with each other. Fuck, I love shit like this. I seriously can't even express how happy I am to spend the night with so many lads and ladettes in words :/

Fuckin lads and a half

Adelaide high formal 2013 part 1

Had our formal on Friday, 28/06/2013. Went over to Chelsea's house first at 5:15pm, was so late and everyone there was telling me to hurry the fuck up LOL. Eventually did manage to find my way there and put the corsage on Candy's little hand and then we all made our way to Claire's house. By all of us I mean me, Candy, Chelsea and Michael (Chelsea's date).

At Claire's house it was the biggest chilling event ever. Was great to see everyone there and sink back a few cold ones. It was so funny because everyone was mingling and me and Jack were just trying to down some drinks AHAHAHAHA. We were such sad cunts it was beautiful. The best part of Claire's though was sharing David's first beer with him :D. He got so red and was acting all out there it was the bestest thing in the bestest universe.

The bus came at 6:30pm and we all filed on and went to the Adelaide Entertainment Centre. Music was pumping hard on the bus and it was so good, everyone just singing and overall having an excellent time. Some moments were so retarded though, but that's what made it even better! No fucks given AHAHAHA. The whole bus ride, I remember being so happy that Candy liked the corsage that I gave her, YAYYY. I thought it was small in comparison to others since it was pretty cheap but it was a fair size to say the least.

She's a cutie

LOL David, Jack and I are all clearly on the piss when everyone else has a clear head. I love it

Riding it out, 174 of 348

Yesterday and today so far has been a really bad roller coaster. Sometimes things that happened wouldn't even matter at all and I'd be happy and then it would all of a sudden drop and it would be the worst feeling in the world and I would have no idea what to do so I just end up staring at my screen, reading some bullshit thing or watching some sad video on Youtube. The worst thing about all of this is that it happens every 30 minutes.

I've noticed though, that when I'm in this sad state. A lot of the "teen relateable" pictures you find on the internet have a lot of meaning. Been reading http://bexpham.tumblr.com/ pretty often as well and the pictures and music on there are really good when you're feeling down. Highly recommended it to all you teens out there.

The thing that is helping me the most through all of this, is the thought that every single guy on the face of this planet has gone through this shit and it's just a part of growing up and becoming a man. Like literally every guy, far and wide and even people that I see every day at school.

Hopefully this sadness ends soon guys, hopefully.

This picture is really all that I've ever wanted. Just to be on a beach all by yourself in the calm warm waters, baking in the sun. Imagine not having to worry about what other people are thinking and whether they like you or not. All you are, is just there on that beach alone. All these thoughts to yourself and all this quietness so you can think. 

The Great Gatsby

Saw the great Gatsby today with Jasmine, Minh Tan and Yvonne. Movie started off so well with fantastic cinematography and music and shit. Like it really got me going and even believing that Gatsby was a real sick cunt. God, the music was actually beautiful with the scenes that were happening.  I would give anything to go back a night to one of those parties that Gatsby threw. I think though, that alot of the people that went to those parties back then though were sad in their own little way somehow. Still can't believe the ending though, was fucking so sad when no-one came to visit him.... Really hit me. Nikki is seriously the best of blokes for sticking with him the whole way.

And omg, the scene where Gatsby is trying to ask Nikki to do him a favour and he COMPLETELY loses his cool and composure and becomes like a little boy again LOL. It was so brilliantly done. Overall the end product of the movie was good, the first half was sexy as hell but the second half was depressing for moi.

Nah, what am I saying. This movie was actually really really really REALLY good. Everything was so crazy and just out there. A lot of it was "exaggerated" to me but that's what made it even better! Definitely would recommend to all my viewers, please watch this for me you :D

Leonardo DiCrapio is a top notch lad

Done killed me

It's weird when you're having a pretty damn bad time and you have nothing to do but write. Well it is for me anyway ahah. Ended up writing about something that happened so long ago and was actually the most insignificant event (if you can even call it that) ever. Things played out the way it did though and it gets me on dat dere thinking time...

Sometime early last year I was in dire need for some beats so I asked Rosie what songs were good and she said How to Love by Lil Wayne ahah. Yeah....this is what my masterpiece is based off of. I'm such a sad cunt :P

Drizzling with J-Drizzle

Met up with Jasmine on Friday. We drove around for a very minimal time and then parked on the side of the road and pulled out her penny boards and got skating away. It has been a long time since I had last skated so I was afraid I'd stack it infront of her bitch ass and she'd laugh at me LOL but I pulled through with decent balance :) We made some snap-videos while skating around and they were SOOOOO bad AHAHAHAH, like we did so many takes and shit it was fucked x100.

The remainder of the night was spent in her car just chilling and talking like a bunch of cunts. Oh and we made a video which half of which, I had no clue she was filming me and said the gayest shit possible, it's so gay, fuck my whole life.

Link to the vid so you peeps can chuckle: http://instagram.com/p/a0rnPTLOlc/

Liam's 18th

Jack picked me up from my house at like 9:00pm and we quickly zoomed on over to Liam's house. The car ride was actually that retarded and when we got there we quickly drained some cold ones. For some reason, when talking about beer, I love saying it in an Aussie way AHAHAHAHA <3. Hoffy met us outside and said things were dead inside which got me pretty disappointed. When I got in though, it was not dead at all. Infact it was quite alive ROFL :P There was definitely a heart rate.

Got some more bevvies into me and did a beer bong as well which I failed on the first attempt but managed the second one :D Got hectic as fuark on the dance floor, like simply no fucks were given rofl. Would've looked so retarded though AHAHAHA, it's so weird what people will do when they're off their heads. Was really good as well to see people again out of school and just all round have a great chilling, talking and joking around session with everyone!

Ended up stumbling around actual THAT much around the place and by the end of the night I was vommitting everywhere and it was absolutely terrible. So happy though that people took care of me and gave me water and tissues and everything, many respects. Hope Liam had the actual bestest of nights and....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAX CHILLER BROTHER!

I had a really awesome time and have gotten closer to him and so many more people lately, its weird. I don't know why but it feels good. Nah, I do know why hehe :D. Definitely owe him a good night.

Left: I absolute LOVE the fact that we are all smiling our asses off and having such a great time :D

Niclas' last basketball game

Had a basketball game at Immanuel at the usual time of 9:30am, rocked up and sweet lord the whole place was actually THAT rich LOL. It had some huge ass ovals, a nice parking drive way thing and it's own pools. I could tell the bricks were probably filled with them dollar bills, nom sayin? Yeah, I'm a faggot. That's what I'm saying LOL. Didn't know this was Niclas' last game since he's going back to Germany until after the game had finished or else I would've played harder :( We ended up losing and the scores were like 33-24 or something. I've noticed at the start of every game we are really close with the opposing team but they always manage to trail ahead, fuck em all. Simply fuck em.

Had football later on in the afternoon against Mercedes college. We ended up losing that as well by 15 points or so. I played like ABSOLUTE shit though, like I didn't go hard into the ball and was ahead of my man like about 0.5% of the time. Was sort of half tired and didn't want to injure myself anymore. For some reason my ankles were like old lady ankles that day, man I'm a baby. Stayed and watched the firsts game and there was so much anger between our team and them it was getting pretty hectic :P There was this one part where some Mercedes cunt kept on mouthing off at the umpire and Michael C. got so many free 50ms that he went from one side of the field to the other and kicked a goal from point blank LOL

Miami Heat baby, we're coming for you.

Worse study sesh at hub

Went to school today to originally print but ended up staying and attempting to do work, not gonna lie socialised about 50% of the time :P Afterwards went to the hub with Julie, Djamila, Yvonne and Jenny. We just messed around and talked like a buncha slack jawed faggots. I think it's safe to say today was the most unproductive study session Adelaide has ever witnessed. We ended up taking SOOOOO many pics and uploaded them on instagram because we're just mad dogs like that.

Weak wifi strength is weak.

Chilled as fuark

Been on some serious chilling time lately, chill all day everyday. Chill McChills. Chilling it out brothers. Chill but don't spill. Dont forget to fill the chill....AHAHAHAHA. I'm such a faggot, I love it.

Gettin' burgers at Fancy Burger

Went to Fancy Burger to get lunch with Jasmine. First time we had actually met up and talked properly in a long time. Was pretty interesting I guess. Nothing exciting really happened. Just talked and ate some burgers LOL. Not gonna lie, these burgers were really good. Some of the conversation was really good as well :)

Professional food photographer coming at ya