Revelation:
Realised before I asked, I said fuck it. I'm going to take a chance. Because you miss 100% of the chances you take, or so they tell me (Zoe's stalker's line). Sort of was like a 50/50 thinking it would work but it unfortunately seems like it didn't. I did give it a try this time, try and be a good guy and everything and just be myself. Unfortunately it didn't work :/ It's a real shame, I know I'm going to dull over this moment for a while to come but that's life (Jej's line LOL). I thought you were so special as well ahah, guess I'm on dat dere oneitis time, lets be honest. Probably have your second half to your popsicle ice cream now anyway :/ Beaten by another gay cunt and gay cunts that you meet at clubs and shit, makes me not feel like such a sick cunt :( That's just my ego talking though lol. Have the biggest ego in the world, it needs to sit it's ass down and chill with a chill pill.
When I really think about it, I'm happy I took the shot. Before I did, I was actual that scared lol. Scared of rejection but then I did it anyway, got rejected hardcore and major FZed but I did take the chance. No matter how many times you get knocked down, life is about getting back up just that one more time. Fuck it, we're all gonna make it. If we were meant to be together, we would've been by now. Nothing is stopping us, like legit. We just aren't because some people can't get over the bullshit past. Bullshit I tell you guys. I am going to shred some serious shit this weekend, fuck it all.
Sad picture.
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