Feels weird man

Not such a good day today but it wasn't completely bad so that was alright. Just didn't feel too strong or happy today :P. Needa avoid putting myself in situations that make myself feel bad to be completely honest with you guys and then maybe i won't feel so bad. Also need to put myself away from negativity adn stop thinkin negative. Also need to man the hell up. Today was cold but there are people around the world that are freezing way more and they aren't even complaning yet im here feeling like a little pussy cunt. Going to have to push myself extremely hard tonight to redeem myself or forever be a faggot. Overall day was pretty downie, main thing i eneda do is stop having so high expectations and because they never get met and then it feels bad man.jpeg but at those moments when it does it feels over the world man.jpeg but ah wells. I dont even know wat im saying now just rambling on, glad i got this off my best. Glad to see im using this blog as a diary :) (no homo) Just got back from school btw and currently eating some chicken, potato, broccoli and carrots with a cup of milk. Will post again later tonight with maybe a bit more positivty so sorry if i made u guys feel down aswell whoever is reading this, friend or foe. And by foe i mean random but foe sounds cooler. Peace out lads and levendis :)