Driven

Fuckkkkk, went into gym today feeling like i didnt even wanna workout. Was a bit fatigued and didn't know whether to work chest or back today. Had some strong ass thoughts in my head though that drove me to fuckin rape this workout session with pure anger, fuarkkkkk am i some sort of sick kunt? no lol.

Decided to pump back and biceps today and throughout my deadlifts i felt soooo fuck strong and deadlifted 115kg. Throughout the workout i just kept thinking the same thing and saying the same words over and over again and it made so fuckin angry and strong lol. Goddam i love it <3. Ended up working out for 2 hours which is a bit long but at the end of it i still had the energy to keep on going but i knew i had overtrained already so i stopped (some call me a machine because i have gears).

 

 

Calluses that are starting to somewhat develop :)