Pumping weights and pumping the teenage feels

Work outs have been going so well lately, changed from going medium weight with super good form and stretch of all muscle fibres to heavy weight with not the best form. Been taking the easy way out and doing the first method for so long now, should've manned up and done my new way. It is actually so hard, like everything is a struggle. The pump is so good though and actually feel accomplished after every set, like fuck. Feelsgreatman.jpeg. Feel like I have the strength of an ox as well. Pumped chest, shoulders and abs today and after chest I felt like I was going to vomit. Felt this for the last week because of these intense workouts, great sign and feels alpha but feels like shit at the time LOL.

Oh and I also seem to be getting dem feels for a poohead. It's actually so bad. I've only told one person so far, my really great friend :D and sweet fuck, I can't believe I am actually tripping lol. Felt so good to be alpha and single and do whatever I wanted. So much of me is saying yes to this person though.... but there is no way that it would work out. Like I could sacrifice my testicles and it still would not work out. 

Like I don't even want any "thing" to workout FFS because I know it'd end up in the dunny and omg....it would just be such a bad thing.... I can't believe that I'm actually getting jealous as well LOL :/ fml. Actual quite beta, let's be honest. Fuck me in the asshole, right in the asshole. Now, i'm sitting at home feeling bad because of certain happenings right now just like the ole times and being unproductive as hell. Why must dem teenage feels be so overwhelming. Wish, I was a terminator or a machine, yes a machine would suffice. You're a huge cutie though, lets be honest. Would kill if given the chance/10.

In all seriousness, I need to stop this bullshit thinking right now. It'll be the death of me again. And humans only have 3 lives, wanna save the next 2 for my marriage and my annoying shithead children when these come :D

NEED TO RESIST CHARMMMSSSSSS