Cleaning the skeletons (clothes) from my wardrobe

So today, I pretty much stayed in the whole day and watched Games of Thrones :P. Been rewatching season 3 because I've been bored and it's pretty damn good to say the least rofl. It has been a while since I last watched it so I've forgotten about 95% of everything that's happened. Pumped out 4 episodes today and so keen for when season 4 comes is released. Pretty sure it's released roughly March of 2014.

Other than that, it was a pretty lazy morning/mid afternoon. Laid in my bed watching GoT and being a lazy pig. Did do some cleaning today of my room. Obtained myself some recent clothing belongings and needed to put them inside my wardrobe so I cleaned my wardrobe out. There were clothes in there that I hadn't worn in literally several years. I loled at some of the stuff that I pulled out. Loved myself those EXTRA baggy clothes back in the day along with rocking the board shorts. I would cringe at any adult that wears that now but I guess that was one of the good things of being a kid, you could wear and do anything without a worry in the world :P.

Feels good, cleaning everything up there. Next thing that I need to get done is all the school and paperwork that is scattered everywhere in my room on my shelves. Need to bin all that shiznats but I know I have to scatter it over a long time as it would fill my house bins up instantly and leave no space for other household rubbish from my family and tenants.

I did clean up through my "Printer treasure chest" though. Realised I'm a massive hoarder and hold onto the past a little too much rofl. Looked at some old cinema tickets for movies that I use to watch with that person. There were 12 tickets in there (we probably watched 16+ together though) and out of all those I could recall that only 5 were good times LOL. Thats less than 50% ffs, over half the time we spent together at the movies resulted in fight or a shit time.

 

Got dem shirts on the left and all me jackets on the right boyssss 

Oh and in other news, everyone that was on the post "Hard Leavers" has left. All of them :(. I knew it was going to happen but it still sucks. One benefit though I guess is that I haven't talked about my sadness and troubles to a single soul in a long time. Makes me stronger I hope. Hope I never see these people again tbh. Brought me nothing but trouble.

All those empty promises that were made on mine and your birthdays. Fuarkkkk, they were so empty. All those things about always being there to listen and about me always being there to listen to you. Now we don't even say hello when we see each other lol.

I have gone through so many friend over hauls this year it is amazing lol. Friends to nothing and best mates to enemies. People that you go from talking to everyday to not talking to at all. And not a single effort was made that day. That shit about everlasting mates in highschool and friendships, all those "crews". Those people that you shared those highlights with are gone. You are finished Chris, at this point you have nothing to lose. Paint your own future dawg, it is unwritten. Be who you want to be, you won't see any of these people again soy ou can be who you want to be with new people.

Bridget's Christmas Present

So even though I didn't go to the X-mas Dinner, Bridget still gave me a sort of Kris Kringle present which is awesome of her. We have been meaning to get eachother friendship bracelets for awhile so I was guessing this is what she was going to get me :P. She pulled up at my house at 12:30am after I had gotten home from the Henley Party and we exchanged gifts. She gave me this queer Bon Bon looking fucker and I gave her this teddy bear that said, "Happy 21st" and a bracelet LOL. I worried she would not be unawares that the bear was meant to be a joke so I ran after the car just as they left and told her it was a joke :P Jesus Christ, when did I get a diploma in jokes and pranks boys?

Was nice seeing Brian and Bridget again ahah, had actually been a loooonnnnggg time since we had talked. I went inside and opened it, this was when the weird part happened. The second I opened it, I just broke down in tears ahah. I think it's because of all the emotional things that have been happening and all that shit. Was feeling all warm and fuzzy at the fact that she got me these bracelets  :P.

MERRY CHRISTMAS BRIDGET YOU GANGA!

"Why did the mechanic sleep under the car?

He wanted to get up oily in the morning."

FUARKKKKK, Best joke of 2013 :').

Hitting up HT and then party with Lou and co.

Caught the but to Harbour Town at 12:00pm to get myself a bit of purchases via "omelette" style. Met with Louise at 1:00pm and we went at it. Went to Target first to get ourselves a plastic bag to put our things in and coincidentally saw Joel, Dom's brother rofl. Was a chilled moment, can't get over the fact of how much he looks like a rat BAHAHAHA, chill ass bloke though :').

First store we went to was Globalize, wanted myself a pair of Haivanas but was literally impossible to do rofl. Ended up getting myself a shirt, this time is the most scared that I've ever been. The staff bloke was all over my case and I didn't have my blazing confidence because it was my initial store and I was tired. Was thinking, screw it, can't do this but then YOLOSWAG and just went ahead and did it and got myself a sick ass Levita grey shirt :D.

Me and Lou then made our way down the halls of Harbour Town and went into the stores that we wanted :). My goal of today was to get myself  some glasses, a sports bag for gym and haivanas. Didn't manage to get myself a single one of those items LOLOL. Managed to get a fair few others which I can't complain about.

Me and Louise are getting REAL good at making "omelettes" now, it's getting a wee bit scary rofl. Funniest part was getting the protein bars in Woolies ROFL. Was only going to get 1 but then we ended up getting 5 between us 2 LOL. Was good, because we were helping each other with our "omelettes" :D. In the end we got a total of approximately $290 between the both of us.

Jen, Louise's mother, picked up Lou at like 4:30pm and I asked to get a lift. Little did I know, this wouldn't get me home til like 7:00pm rofl. Jen had to do some shopping and run some other errands while there was still time so I stayed at Lou's house. Wasn't all too bad though, just had some mass chill sessions which was nice :)

Matt, Jen's boyfriend, then drove me home. I ate, got changed and then headed out to the Henley party in Fulham Gardens. Caught the bus there and eventually got there at around about 8:45pm, met up with Lou, Beth, Invanka, Dom and Joanna and went on in. Out of all of us, only Dom was invited LOL. Got in and it was sooooo awkward, everyone was sitting down, there were parents and also little kids jumping up and down on a trampoline. Was thinking about bailing hard but we decided to sit down and have a jolly time. I was going to get pissed tonight but was definitely a good idea to not :P.

Was overall a pretty good time, met some new people which were nice. If only the party was more packed and in a bigger atmosphere. Then I could've gotten on that there pissed time and made some friends ahah. Lou was feeling sick so we left at 11:00pm. They went on home and I walked to Henley Beach road to catch a bus back to my house. On the way I coincidentally ran into Wills, Simone, jack and Frenchie from AHS. Got a lift with them home which was quite a high rating on the convenience scale :D

This party was still a chilled time and thanks Lou for inviting me but I reckon i should've gone to Thien's 21st instead. Grrrrrr, this is the second time that I've gone to a thing when I could've gone to something else and it would've most likely been better. All is still well, still had a good night despite the bullshit that happened earlier :).

EDIT: Just looked at the photos from that 21st, this party was DEFINITELY the better option ahah :P. I always think the grass is "greener" on the other side :P

 

 Pictured: Puma shorts, Levita Shirt, Factorie camo shorts, 21st teddy bear, 5 protein snacks, Factorie Necklance, Conor Bow tie, Jay Jay bracelets.

Eels - I need some sleep

It's weird how things turn out. I'm a bit frustrated at you but maybe everything that has happened to me is my fault. Just sucks how you were one of the main reasons why I stopped liking those people and also one of the largest reasons why I stopped liking that particular person. All the things that you said..... why did I believe it. Now, it seems like you're best friends with them all....

I got the short end of the stick for sure. Definitely need to stop playing victim though, need to man up and take reigns of what I have and what has happened to me.

You've had a really good day today Chris, going to Harbour Town with big Lou and everything. Now that you think about it, for those 5 hours, you were free ahah. Like legitimately free from all those bad thoughts. That's actually amazing ahah.

Even though you can't go to this Christmas dinner tonight, you have a variety of options, Thien's 21st, out with the Port Hugh boys and/or the Henley Party. All with great people that you hold no past to and can be whoever you want to be. And that person you want to be is a happy one dude that doesn't look for a fight 24/7 :). You're gonna make it man, don't let these 2 nights and small group of people ruin things for you ahah. Love you dude, even though no-one does. You got yourself and this blog and that's all that matters :).

A chopping board of truth

Was browsing though instagram as I usually do when the internet on my computer isn't working :D. Also scrolling through random people's accounts because I'm on dat dere stalker time. Came past someone's account that had this written in the info.

"But in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become."

Fuarkkkkkkk, this is so true...... it's a bit saddening but it sort of gives me relief with the pickle that I've been in lately :). Everyone, including me even turned into someone I didn't think I would ever become. This statement definitely is an eye opener and a brain stormer initiator...

ATAR Results

Had work in the morning so I just stayed up until 7:30am when the results were released. Was getting frustrated at first because I didn't know how to open it LOL. I kept on clicking on "Access your SACE Results" and it just came up with the grades of each subject. I thought they hadn't released the actual ATAR score yet. Then I randomly opened up "Access your ATAR Tertiary Entrance Statement" and BAM.... the dirt is gone.

Scrolled down and saw that I had got 97.70. I originally wanted to get 95+ raw at the beginning of the year and then as the year progressed thought I'd get 90-95 and be happy with that :P Guess everything went better than expected rofl. Still not as satisfied as I thought I would be tbh :(, don't really know why. Always on dat dere seeking perfection time I guess. I know some people would kill for this ATAR.

Makes me feel nice though knowing that I'm in the top 2.30% of people under this thing which are ALOT :). Surely I will be able to get in my course now with this score. Good luck to all dem Australian year 12s and receiving their results, stay safe x.

Pewpewpew

Strong 13 for English Comms is strong BAHAHAHA :'). Surely a merit is coming my way.

Ivanka's promising pool

Met up with Ben and Louise at school at 12ish to go to Ivanka's since she was having a small thing at her place. Also picked up our SARs and year book which was nice, I had one job and that was to bring my maths studies book to return but I forgot LOLOL. Did manage to bring some scissors though for the "omelettes" but didn't even cook any of those up LOL.

The journey to Ivanka's was so dragged out and unnecessary but it was funny as fuark rofl. We went through town, me and Louise "omeletted" some tanning oil, a protein bar and some coconut sunscreen which I was hesitant at first and questioning why we would need it but Jesus Christ, it was the best decision ever. Never have I used sunscreen that good before, it moisturized, rubbed in and smelt amazing <3. While we did that Ben bought himself a nice refreshing Boost juice which went down quite a treat I would imagine.

Anyways, back to the original story rofl. We all caught the 254X over to Arndale shopping centure, walked through there and then to Ivanka's. By now it was 2:00pm so we spent 2 hours on detours and pit stops LOL. Today was 35 as well and was hotter than the surface of the sun (strong exaggeration). Thank god it wasn't that sunny though, the clouds supplied us much needed coverage.

Got to Ivanka's, sunscreened up so hard and then jumped straight in the pool. Oh man, it was so refreshing. Thought there were going to be people there I wouldn't like but everyone was really chilled. Talked to them all and was great just being a chilled banana ahah. Like, it was good not having to be an angry person or try to be "cool" but be myself. Ivanka's mum was so nice as to make us all chocolate milkshakes (which were heavenly) and prepare some watermelon and grapes for us too :). Bless you Magherita. Everyone was so much more chilled than I had expected (srs), which I hung out with these people more back in the day but then again if I did I wouldn't be this good with them now :D. Kept on reapplying dat dere coconut sunscreen the whole day to make sure I didn't get burnt. Got max tanned though and I reckon by the time summer is over, I'll be as black as I was during the 2010 times ahah.

Was such a good decision going to Ivanka's despite the long ass journey and the journey back home via bus. Was really good to chill with new people and get my mind of stupid things :). Ivanka is actually the mass chiller and was loving my jokes ahah :$. I really really love it when I hand with these "people" because they all have a great sense of humor where you like talk really sophisticated but it's funny as fuark. Hard to explain but I thoroughly enjoy it ahah :P.

A unanimous decision was made that S-club takes THE uglist photos LOL. Louise was also wearing my hat the whole day and it made her look like the biggest bogan Adelaide has to offer.

Highly recommend, mirin' so hard.

Lana's surprise 19th birthday party

After the dentist, I went back to my cousins house for the surprise party. 3 of her friends came over and started setting everything up. I was tired as all hell from work and the beach session so I went straight to bed rofl. Next thing, I woke up and there were about 6 more people. Didn't really know these people so I just slept some more after eating ROFL (I'm such a sloth loser). My uncle made banh xeo which was a big hit amongst the white people who don't have it often or have never had it. I quite enjoyed it as well ahah, love myself a bit of Vietnamese cuisine :).

Even though I spent the majority of the time asleep like a faggot, it was still enjoyable. I didn't really know any of them but they were nice and it was interesting listening to them all ahah. Wasn't my usual out there self but it was still reasonably good. Lana seemed very happy the whole time which is definitely what you want!

I did join everyone when we were watching Lord of the Rings 1 though, been so long since I've seen it and realised how much I had forgotten. Was mirin' the blu-ray quality movie for sure ahah. I've mentioned these people before in my blog and yeah, they are very smart people and are very sociable. Like they can get along with anyone instantly, didn't quite have those social skills so I was an awkward penguin sometimes LOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN FAT ASS LANA!!!

They legitimately bought her a dugong LOL.