day 3

days are definitely getting better, sometimes things still hit me though but i manage. tryin to not be a mean person and stuff lately but every now and then i realise that sometimes you needa be that mean person in a joking way because its funny as heck and makes everyone have a good time. had a little study session in the senior centre today with some people in year 12. i find it so weird how people can get together like this and just have such a chill time like we all friends even though all of us hardly talk and hang. was srsly a fun time, makes me feel warm and happy inside. yea im a weirdo

its good because school puts me in these social situations that im learning from. in the holidays i had the same thing but i guess at school im forced to do it and its definitely helping, well so far anyway.....hopefully this trend continues. feeling alright now, had a nap before and just woke up and instantly felt bad for some reason, thought things were going to go downhill pretty quick but after talking to some people about things in general it was alright. felt the need to impress these people with the way i talk even ahah like how i use to but then i realised that i should just be a calm and collected person and everything worked out in the end :) im happy with that result.

also managed to talk to you today at school for the first time and held a decent conversation. wasn't even really a conversation but was definitely better than what we usually had. heaps happy with that progress. yea im an actual loser, like legit ahah. was also really nice to actually look at each other in the eyes, like not literally i mean. its a bit hard to explain but i guess we just "looked" at each other. idk what im even saying. hopefully tomorrow i have another chance some time in the wondrous school day

finished my homework just then, well my physics anyway. didn't really get around to chem because i cbs, now im just sitting here listening to some music, talking to some peeps, dwelling and blogging away my thoughts. definitely dont feel like leaving tonight, definitely not tonight....

day 2

pretty good day today, kept on fighting and things turned out well. thank you whoever out there that is watching me. feels really good not always having to be that person that has to impress everyone and just being a more relaxed person now, alot better... had a really long home group lesson today where me, kyle, jamie, connor poida and some other year 12s just had the chillest and longest talk that went for 2 hours. was really good ahah. haven't been paying out poida as much as i use to nowadays and actually not paying out mr. lemay anymore and helping him do stuff in the class room. people are calling me names and stuff for it rofl but all good. Mr. Lemay is actually the biggest lad around. also tried to make first contact today, didn't go as i planned but it couldve been worse. happy that i picked myself up and did it :)

feeling so unproductive right now though, tried to do homework but just goin to watch some avenger cartoons instead.

EDIT 11:50pm:

wait nvm i feel bad now. life is literally like a rollercoaster right now, sometimes it just hits. so far pursueing this has done me good but sometimes things just hit me. i think its that ontop of the other things...just need to remember that one pic Chris. remember that time. wish i wouldnt have these medium times and then have these really low times so often. wish it was like a medium-low just constantly if you guys know what i mean. sigh. i really dont know where im going but im picking these things up as i go so i guess thats alright. i dont even know what i mean when i said that last sentence tbh.... wish i could just abuse some sort of magical pill that would make me feel really good and then make me just crash at the end of it so i lose all hope. why would i even wish that? makes no sense. 

i looked what all "this" is a few days back and i actually have all the symptoms...the articles told me that they weren't true but it feels so real its scary. feels like im just "out", wish i could just have this thing i could just talk to about it and have them understand, not saying anything back but just absorbing it all and helping me share. i can already tell tomorrow is going to be a hard day, not necessarily bad but hard. still going to try my best to fight and not stop fightinng but please give me something to hold onto, please whoevers out there sitting there and watching me... sort of half want to just leave this all behind but the other half says that what i built today is worth staying for. guess thats progress. i wish you would know just a little bit about all this....good luck for tonight and tomorrow Chris, sorry i set u up for failure tomorrow. i know you can make somethin of it though, ur a good kid. trust me

day 1

in the mood to blog right now, and have so much to write and just so many thoughts to spill out about today, yesterday and the past 1000 days. too bad i can't quite seem to put my fingers on the keyboard and type out these words. moments like this i wish i could just get that burst of energy like i use to. how can i expect things to work out with us when i cant even get myself in shape. cant even handle myself anymore.

tomorrow i promise each and every single one of you guys out there, im going to pull out my big guns and give everything i fuckin have. i swear if its the last thing i do im not going to ever stop fighting tomorrow. never..... even as i say this im already doubting myself. far out guys im really scared, but what am i scared of? if i fail its just another day anyway thats gone. those things come by daily dont they? yea, im still scared that its going to hurt so much but its been hurting anyway since year 4 when i first looked at a pop stick in ms. wisemans class and it just hit and i told someone but even i didn't understand despite how smart i use to think i was. can you guys believe its been that long.....shit.... maybe things can get worse, maybe not. let's see tomorrow. got nothing to lose anyway cept my sanity.

completely just gave up today, on everything. sometimes it felt good because i didn't care what people expected of me and i certainly didn't expect anything of anyone, i just did my own little thing just drifting by like a wallflower. but eventually that part of me that just wants to keep on fighting came out. sometimes i hate it but it sort of makes me happy that i can still keep on trying....you're not so bad afterall Chris.

man i just want to tell all you guys out there what happened today, what i liked, what i didnt but i srsly am just so tired and feel terrible ahah. im going to look back one day and regret not telling this shit but for now i just want to up and leave everything forever...

good night.

SCHOOL DIARY BLOG

starts now

misses

was clearing my 2012 year 11 USB to get ready for the big year 12 and stumbled on some pics of when we use to skype while watching movies. Saw the source code ones and it was the cutest thing i have ever seen, just the one where we were both smiling was really good.... I remember saying all these terrible jokes like the "documentary one" since they were zooming around the city and we both still laughed so hard after it. i sort of miss u right now ahah.

spats

Drove in a different car on Saturday, was so scared that i was going to lose control of it because i wasn't use to it :P Everything was good though and i was reasonably satisfied with my skills but apparently im only a 7/10. Afterwards we went to my batcave to chill for awhile.

Afterwards we went to Spats Was so nervous while there :$. Chilled in the car and i was driven home.Some things happened in the car when i was leaving ahah, felt really interesting... was a good night :)

Soccer + Bridget's house on Fridayy

Dad dropped me off at the wrong soccer field in the arvo so gave David a ring and he gave me the proper address. Dad then transported me over to the correct oval, Ferryden Park Reserve might i add :D. Met up with some people there and experienced some of Bridget's driving, she had only driven on farms before so it was pretty intense :P, was so surprised that Edbert wasn't super scared that she would damage his car.

Eventually everyone started piling in and we got our game faces on! So many people came and we versed the Blackfriar/UNI people. Played pretty hard and everyone was going pretty damn rough, was brutal as a butcher's knife. Some of Brian's goals were soooo goood <3. So disappointed in myself aswell for missing 2 prime goals that were destined to go in :(. So proud of everyone we all played awesome and we have all defs improved on our skills hehe. 

Score ended up being 8-4 by the end of the night but i left when it was 4-4 because i had some matters i had to attend to. Really glad that i handled them well! :D. 

Once we finished we all just stood around the cars and discussed where we were headed, was really funny just debating. For the first time in history we actually had TOO many cars ahah. Some of us decided to go eat and we all ultimately met up at Bridget's house (thank youuuu Bridget). 

Me, Hunter, Alex, David, Ming, Yong, Peter and Alan went to Hungry Jacks since the Ngo brothers had some coupons for our poor asses. Ended up getting 2 cheese whoppers, onion rings and a frozen coke and then ate half of ming's whopper because he couldnt finish it. He's actually so cute. Hunter use to work at HJs so he knew the tricks of the trade and ordered some "heavy condiments" on the burgers. Ended up being the most delicious burgers ive ever had.

We then went over to Bridget's house and just chilled and watched tennis. Her house is actually beautiful, didn't get to go upstairs but the layout and design looked very "chic" :)

Hunter was wearing this Chinese jumper and we were all calling him the coach AHAHAHA, he looks like he was 40.

Secret photo of the tribe munching away. 

5 cartons

Had my first gym session today in a long time since i haven't had the time and just been doing MMA and Muay Thai. Pumped chest super fuarkin hard like legit. Read Zyzz's formspring not too long ago and it kept on saying how you shouldnt just go through the motions but every rep should be count. Did just that and it feelsexplicitlygood.jpeg.

After that i went home and golfed down a shitload of food since i hadn't eaten all day. Let's just say butter chicken was my friend that day :D. I then went to town and met up with Ian, Ming and Steven. We all caught the m44 over to Johnny's house and while there we played pool and walked around his house and backyard. Was funny as fuck AHAHAHAH when we were in his room and we all just kept on asking to have his stuff AHAHAHA, what made it funnier was because he didn't really know how to react LOL. All in all though Johnny's house was legit the most boring thing of my life ROFL, fuarkkkk. Spent three hours there and then the fellowship decided to continue our journey.

We decided to walk to David's house and chill there, the walk took 40 minutes but it only felt like 15 minutes, what sorcery is this? On the way we slipped into coles and bought some grain waves, cookies and the ultimate food - party pies for tonights feastings. Got over to David's house and just chilled like a bunch of mofos, was pretty funny just talking random shit and just chilling. At one point i played some music on the Ipad and danced because im a ballerina.

Much later on in the night at like 1:00am me, David and Alex and some of his friends went on some mischievous doings. The first place wasn't that good but the second place was actually quality LOL. Really got the heart pumping which was intense. Ended up getting home at 3:00am and have Lee to thank for the lift :)

Pic of Jenny we found at a primary school on the way to Johnny's house AHAHAHAHA, her head is actually bigger than the planet Pluto.

Tigers been had delivery

Finally got the Onitsuka Tigers that i've been wanting for awhile. Wanted a pair of shoes that really stand out and i could wear pretty often so i was like why not the tigers? (yea im a faggot). Asked Josh to order them from Glue Store and it only took like 3 working days to get here :D. He took his sweet ass time to do the delivery and everything but all good. Only cost $90 aswell which is half the price of what it usually is which is sick. Heaps happy with this purchase boys and girls :)

Pewpewpew

Hey YOU, read this please

Good evening Mexican food craver :). Yea, i didn't know how to start this so you would know i was talking to u so this is the best i got. If i was with you right now i would do that thing that we always say we'd do to each other, like super hard right now...

Cuz truth is i feel pretty bad now aswell, about that same thing i was talking about awhile back ahah. But all of that shit is irrelevant because you have it so much worse but we promised each other so i had to tell you. Really hope ur feeling better ffs, JUST FEEL BETTER ALREADY and i wish we had a way we could talk about whats going on with you and just you because screw me...but i understand why u did what u did so we can't, period. I think it was a smart idea and im proud of u for using ur mushy brain to think of it.

Please don't go watch those sad movies and stuff like you usually do when ur down. I'm not there watching it with you so i don't give u permission. Hope the sleep helped in some way and u dont understand that u are actually a star (srs). I wish i was with you right now so u didn't have to go through this alone. You've helped me soooooo much, like without u id still be in corners left and right doing the stupid things that i do. You're not a bad person, you don't deserve this so don't u fuckin dare think that for one second ffs. Shit like this just happens to the fuckin sick kunts and trust me you're a sick kunt. Far out you don't understand how much you mean to me.

Good night and dream wonderful dreams, dreams where we have a time to go and get mexicano foodo :)

You are an angel

Wow talking to u actually helped me so much (srs). Didn't think it would since i hadn't done it in awhile but it was like talking to a very humble polar bear :) Made three promises tonight to this person and i reckon i'll keep them. Not because i want to keep a strong manhood but because $50 is on the line AHAHAHA. Man, i actually feel so much better already :D

Aiden's Birthday (KILLLAAAA night)

Amanuel picked some lads up and drove me, Niko, Chris Rea and Waleed over to Aiden's house which is all the way in Northgate. Or in other words 40 minutes drive from my house lol. Drive was the sickest thing, just pumping gangster beats and me and Chris Rea kept on doing this staring game that we had done since year 8, shit its so good :')

I dont even know what to type but like so many things happened tonight <3. Realised tonight that Greek girls actually go over level 9000 slutty mode when they are wasted LOL, like its actually pure class :P. Even the ones that u thought were "good girls". It was.....interdasting, I faired alright lads if u speak my lingo dingo ;). Sometime in the night i got a little bit anxious because im a socially awkward faggot like that but after some solid alcohol in my system i was like fuck it and i danced for literally 3 hours straight, like no fucks were even given. So many other people were dancing aswell and God's Truth, we looked like retarded epileptical goons just jumping around swinging our arms and legs around like doofus' but oh my sweet Jesus, that was the night that we won the motherfucking game. Like, who honestly gives a fuck what other people think. I use to let it affect me so much lol but fuck it now, people are gonna hate all the goddam time.

Also had a DnM with Kyle and it helped me learn alot about myself... now i know what people had always meant by saying some things about me rofl. He got pretty emoticons and we were saying stuff like how we would be at each other's funerals when we die and how we would always be best mates. Can't believe i've fuarkin known this bloke for 5 years now....like holy shit we've watched eachother grow up since we were kids..... I promised him that night that i would not let him do certain things in the future and i will keep to that promise, i promise YOU guys that now.

There were things in the night ranging from boxing fights, near rapings, stripping, singing, dancing to crashing and napping LOL. Also a range of substances that were out of this world if you know what i mean. Many cheerios to James for actually putting on the SICKEST and most BOSS and PHATTEST beats i have ever heard in my life, could get me pumping for days on end <3.

Only photos i have of the night, there were some sick ones with everyone but unforunately i cant get my hands on them :(. Yes, Jake is just wearing his jocks LOLOL, dw he wasn't the only one :P Good times

Plimmy house on Friday night

Had some MMA in the afternoon which was so tiring and painful because i have a cut on my left knee and had to kneel weirdly when grappling so my right hammy got as tight as a snare drum. Still hammered through it though because im just hard like that (nah im not). Later on the more "pro" guys were grappling and i was like man i could do this, so keen to actually be fighting and stuff :) Thing i love the most about MMA and Muay Thai is that it uses these muscles that i haven't worked before and it seems to be fixing up my back problem <3

Around about 7:00pm i met up with Ian, Brian and Paurav in town to go to Peter's house. Steven would take the longer route, aka the pussy route of getting a lift to Peter's house later. On the way we stopped of at Pizza hut and got 2 pizzas, vegetarian and chicken BBQ. Vegetarian actually taste aiiiighttt tbh, mirin' the vegetarian way :)

Meanwhile....DUNDUNDUN, Peter was going to Video Ezy to borrow some movies for a movie night hehe. We also made Paurav believe that Peter lived in a mansion with fountains and shit AHAHAHAHA, was class :'). When we got to Peter's house we looked at the movies and holy sweet fuck it was the worst movie ive ever seen BAHAHAHAHA LOLOLOLOLOL :'). It was called Storage 24 and it was just pure shit, like the acting. And OMG the menu screen was like a fuckin flash game from miniclip AHAHAHA (yea i said that on the night aswell and it got a fair amount of laughs AHAHAHA). Actually love it.

Ended up watching That's My Boy instead which was chill as fuarkkk. Cheers to Peter for getting us all snakes, chips and drinks :D Which i devoured like a piranha eater. Ended up getting home around 12:00amsies via one of Ian's Pizza Hut friends, Helen or Kat. Nah she hates the name Kat ROFL.

Movies we laid our gazes on. Srsly who the hell makes a movie called "Kidulthood" AHAHAHA

Body is completely wrecked

Had 2 hours of my first Muay Thai lesson today which was pure bliss, fuck i think this is the best thing i have ever done in my whole life.

Muay Thai is pretty much Thai boxing and involves alot of punches and kicks but also incorporates usage of knees and elbows. We spent the whole session doing standing up work which is definitely what you want lads.

Sweated like a really fat pig in an oven the whole time and my deltoids were munted :P. Was completely exhausted by the end of it due to the past days of gymming and doing random stuffies like a faggot but it still felt so good like you guys dont understand. Just the feeling of doing something you really love, learning how to fight and developing a better understanding of the human body and how to manipulate/use your own. Finally found a hobby that i can really put my mind into and for those 2 hours of pure pain, i felt like free willy. Like free from all my worries and whatnot, yea i know that sounds gay and yes i am Ghandi, but thats what it did feel like :).

Was also really good just asking the instructor, Karim, an actual professional who's been training for 20+ years. Just the knowledge that they had and the help they gave was sick kunt mode.

Im sitting here (yes i know thats a surprise LOL) and my muscles are currently the sorest and fatigued that i have been, as far as i can remember but it just simply feels so good, like constantly straining and pulling at ur body to see what it can excel to.

Not even pics of the gym we trained in AHAHAHA, could only get pics of this, the cross fit gym :(

Almost got caught taking this selfie ROFL, would've been so embarrassed :P

Conquer

Mirin' Serge Nubret hardcore (no homo)

Move over Bruce Lee

Pumped legs today at the gym for the first time in 2 weeks, just all round been slacking on it cuz i guess legs get worked enough from travelling and training legs is actually so tiring and they get sore for the next 4 days or so :P. Went hard as fuark today though, felt like i had the energy of 2 spirit bombs running through me (not really) :D

Straight after gym sesh i bussed to this MMA place that i had been meaning to try out for a long ass time. Felt really good to be back in a martial arts, im pretty sure all of them thought i was some shit cunt at first but after some grappling they realised that i'm not some Never Back Down wannabe AHAHAHA :P.

They were all extremely nice aswell and the whole MMA gym atmosphere was beast mode. Was hoping to do some standing up work and punch and kick the bag and what not but the whole 2 hours was just pure grappling, sucked because it reopened the scab i had on my knee like a motherfucker and it stung, yea im pretty much a girl :(.

It's funny because everyone thought i was 20 years old aswell and was really surprised when i said 17 :D, i like looking old hehe. Doubt i will though when i actually get "old" 

Made me realise again like how easily you can manipulate your body and the other persons to do what u want. Everyone was sweating like crazy aswell since it was so hot and by the end of the session i was drenched mine and other people's sweat. Was pretty disgusting tbh but you gotta do what you gotta do.

Only got a pic of the entrance. Couldn't get any of inside without seeming like a faggot. Will try and get some next time!

Laughing my way home

I try not to be a mean person with mean thoughts and stuff but i actually find it so funny how fake people can be like srsly :P. I guess if it makes them "happy" then thats okay rofl but srsly come on, how can people be such dumb and weak cunts LOL, find it so pathetic. I use to be one of these cunts around people lol and still am a bit but im slowly breaking free of it, i know what made me like this though and im happy that it's no longer there anymore :) Thank you person, you've made me alot stronger. Man, i've srsly gone a long way, feelslikeiatealion.jpeg (makes no sense) still got one hell of an adventure left though.

Oh and good morning/afternoon to whoever is reading this x

Dugongs are actually so fat and cute AHAHAHAHA (completely irrelevant pic)

When we were kings....at bowling

Out of nothing, comes something. That is literally what happened today and i am so in love with it <3

Drove in the morning as usual, actually pretty damn good now if i do say so myself :). Later on i gymmed with Aiden G, both of us could honestly not be fucked doing anything so we just fucked around with biceps like a bunch of faggots and paid out each others mothers. Was soooooo badd ROFL.

Went home around about 3:00pm, filled up on protein and then headed straight back out to meet up with the lads - Ming, David, Ian, Brenden. Met up with Ming and Ian first in town and we just chilled in Myer foodcourt waiting for everyone else. There was this one girl that was legit hot as fuark that walked past and i checked her out for a bit and then Ming full on checked her out with his body turning and we cracked up laughing AHAHAHA, was one of those u had to be there moments :').

Met up with David and Brenden and we all had a huge 1 hour discussion in town on what was happening today as usual. Just talked shit the whole time and it was actually funny as hell AHAHAHA.

Today is actually a really long and complicated story that i cbs fully explaining but this is how the day followed after 4:00pm:

- discussion in town on what to do
- waiting at Plim's bus stop and bus came so i was like fuck it lets go and we had a journey on our hands, honestly didn't even know what was happening and all we had in mind was just to go to pizza hut and chill AHAHAHA
- Got 4 pizzas and a garlic bread for $6 from Pizza Hut cuz Ian works there, like fuckin believe it guys. LIKE LEGIT. We all golfed it down like crazy, garlic bread was heaven
- Headed over to Plim's house and chilled, kept on asking to have his stuff AHAHAHAHAH OMG AHAHAHAH
- Went to Norwood Kingpin bowling at 9:00pm, finished at 10:00pm
- Went back to Plim's house til 12:00am and then got a lift home via David/Corey (thanks guys!)

Bowling was actually the best like legit, haven't bowled in so long and was awesome spending it with a bunch of sick kunts :). Honestly felt like the biggest sick kunt and pretty sure others were mirin', feelsgoodman.jpeg :D. My form was absolutely terrible but we all played extremely well and just paid the fuck out of each other AHAHAHAHA

We srsly didn't even have a plan today, like we were just on the bus and that was what we had to do today LOL. But we made something out of nothing and i actually love it so much, the fact that we are going out into the world doing shit right at that moment and exploring without the need for a car, like we can bus and walk around and have the bestest of times <3 fuck sitting around doing useless shit rofl, that shit is weakness in its fuckin prime and i've had enough of that shit.

Diet for today: Shitload of peperoni and hawaiian pizza and two self serves, no fucks were given, dirty bulking life.

Wearing Maccas and Pizza Hut hat like retards LOL

Was coming first then Peter raped me with 3 strikes in a row, like srsly wtf

Ming Gu getting picked up by his awesome dad ROFL

Wearing Peter's glove and ray bans AHAHAHAHA. LOL at my wrinkles aswell

Vroom vroom vroom

While on my daily drive today for my quest to the almighty Ps my dad was giving me like this talk on the future and saying all this crap and it was actually so funny AHAHAHAHA, i tried my best not to laugh ROFL. He was saying stuff like:

- When the time is right Chris, you always will know and u will do what is necessary because you are the best
- Porsches are like wild things so when you become a doctor buy them and not BMWs cuz they are too "formal"

And my favourite:

- You are an eagle on the highway and everyone else is a sparrow....AHAHAHAHHA OMG :')

So many more funny things but i can't really remember :(. Makes me realise how much like my mum and dad believe in me, they think im like some sort of prodigy that will conquer the world or something :P

Pictured: A person who has completed their quest

Being a specialist

And no longer just some nice guy :D. Hope all u guys out there have the very bestest Monday there ever was and ever will be <3

(no homo)

Everyday i see my dream

Criteria for the day:
9:00am - 5:00pm = being a handyman at my 2 houses
5:00pm - 6:00pm = pure protein overdose time (eat)
6:00pm - 7:00pm = travelling mode activated
7:00pm - 10:30pm = skating mode with Jomar, Kevin and Jack (cheers to jack for everyone's lifts)

Me, dad and mum all helped to fix the 2 houses that we owned today. Fixed the backdoor at the house we live in and at the other house one of the wooden planks on the shed was breaking down due to water absorption or whatever. To cut the story short i had to climb on the roof of the shed and shoot some nails in and silicon up some holes to stop water from entering. Was actually soooo sick :D, felt really really good doing something productive and helpful for my family instead of fucking around all day out of the house, feelsmanlyman.jpeg. Was also cool being so high up and i guess....being a dare devil :DDD

After that i bussed to town to meet with Jomar and Kevin. Didn't get any time at the city skate since we went straight to the BP next to school for Jack to transport us to the west side of the beach, aka West Beach skate park. We kept on rotating from Henley Beach skatepark to West beach and back. Managed to get some on the move ollies now, YAYYYY. Only get like 5cm off the ground though AHAHAHAH :). Stacked it two times today LOL, once at each park doing on the move ollies. The one at Henley Beach was pretty brutal (no it wasnt), fell over and my leg bent back and i hit my knee on the ground. First blood bringing wound YAYYYY :D.

Later on in the night Jack drove us over to Sievy's house. While there we met with Brandon, Richard and ofcourse Sievy rofl. We all just chilled and talked smack. Jomar did this knife stabbing thing which was actually so fuckin retared and funny AHAHAHAHA. I managed to score some foods, monte carlo biscuites and ice coffee :D.

Actually love it when i go out and just score free food, not cuz of the food but i feel im like a hobbit traveller going into the big wide world or something foraging for food to feed myself and continue my journey,  leave my fantasises alone faggots.

Only photo i can find of the night, yea i look like a shitcunt in those one AHAHAHA

Song was playin in the car and made me remember the good old days where i used to dance like a fucker

Housing Dilemmas

Met up with the boyssss in town today at 2:30pm, our original plan was to go to pool at Empire but that went to shits LOL, was keen to do it at first but then so happy that it didnt happen hehe. Went around town for a bit and just chilled and then went to Maccas where i ate 2 self serves and some fries like a BOSSSS.

We then walked around and stood around deciding whose house to go to AHAHAHA, looked like the biggest queers and that actually legit took an hour because Ming was being a bitch and didn't want to go to Caleb's house. I just kept on debating whether to go to Steven's house or Ming's when it was clear that we couldnt because of their parents AHAHAHAHA, was so fuarkin stupid and funny. Ming left us eventually and we all bussed to Caleb's house. Possibly the most tiring bus ride i've ever endured in my life, David and me both fell asleep :P

Went to Caleb's house for a bit and his dad was chillas fuark. Then we went to Arndale to eat some red rooster and watch a movie, half of us wanted to sneak in because we're cheap cunts AHAHAHA. Didn't end up going to the movies though but managed to score some free chips at red rooster which was rather nice. They really don't get any customers there :/ Went out on a limb and we called up Brenden at like 7:00pm to ask if we could go over his house since we were bored as fuark and turns out we could LOL.

Walked over to his house and while there we played Super Smash brothers Brawl and Mario kart and some other games. Had been so long since ive played SSBB and i was terrible as hell :P still dealt some ownage though ;). All of us ate so much free food at Brenden's house AHAHAHA, was pure class. I ate a shitload of nuts, candy and some nutella and peanut butter sandwiches. Brenden's house is actually sick as.

Corey, David's brother, picked some of us up at 11:10pm and got home around abouts 11:40pm. Overall was an authentic gangster day the whole day except i got a bit down at the end but all is G :D

An amazing thing about this day was that i actually fed myself the whole day without spending a single dollar AHAHAHAHA :') Man i am the worst cunt around.

Sorry we didn't mean to impress. Not pictured: David and Josh

Trying to take secret photos with Steven AHAHAHAHA

Bulking season cuz

Back up to 71kg now which was surprisingly fast :P. Cbs looking like a skinny kent now and only looking good when i take my top off :/. Happy though that my lower body is in reasonable proportion with my upper body.

Yes i took this in a change room, yes im a loser. Strong face

We are the tourers

Went out on Thursday and this was probably the most funniest day in my life. Heres how the fable unfolded.

- Gym with Kelvin, back and shrugs. First gym sesh since he got back from Melbourne so i pumped him hard (strong homo)

- Towning it around, checked out some sales

- Home to eat and gather some proteins :D

- Headed over to David's house with Josh, this happened around about 6:00pm and was pretty late :P since it was an on the spot decision

- Chilled there and all got scared of ghosts like bitch LOL since it was just us 3

- All walked to Marion shopping centre, fuarkin tiring for me :(

- Got picked up by Alex and Hunter

- Went for drives to like literally everywhere tryin to crash peoples houses AHAHAHAH :')

- Ended up at Rahul's house in mawson lakes which is really nice at 12:00am

- Curry run at 2:00am BAHAHAHAHA, Maccas run is for queers AHAHAHAHA

- Arrived back on my bed at 4:00am

OMG this day was actually soooo fuarkin good, i want to describe literally everything but the post would be like 4k words easy. 

Most memorable parts of the night was when we were in the car and there were these people in the petrol station and wearing sombreros so i was like, "Hey sombrero cunts FUCK YOUU!!!" AHAHAHAHA LOLOLOL ROFL AHAHAHA. And another time these two people were walking past and i was like "Hey fuck you cunts" AHAHAHA. Both of these super loud and the expressions on their faces were just fuckin class like wow. We all laughed like SOOO fuckin hard omg i loved it, Alex was like banging the steering wheel and i was actually tearing up. I swear we are the biggest shit cunts but fuck me i love it so much <3

This one time we also pulled up at the lights during the curry run and there was this 22 year old girl in the car and we all started chatting her up AHAHAHAHAH OMG AHAHAHAHAHAH. It was so fuckin retarded cuz we were a bunch of Asian shit cunt kids AHAHAHA, we were all just cracking up so fuckin hard like srsly fuck my pussy. She told us her name was Stacy and she worked at Norwood Kingpin Bowling so we cranked "Stacy's mum" song loud as and all sung it like retards while we were driving side by side. She was so embarrassed omg i loved it. We are so visiting her for the lulz AHAHAHA, defs made all our nights and defs hers :)

The curry was actually heaven aswell and thank you to Rahul for cooking us rice <3 Can't believe the store was open at 2:00am in the morning like legit ROFL. Butter chicken was just like pure bliss

Moth that attacked us AHAHAH, i killed it and 6 of us grown men were shitting it like LOL <3 Spider also attacked us later so we all just went inside the house ROFL

Business was dealt

We were like the titans, wednesday soccer night

Haven't had time to blog but heres a summary night of my Wednesday day/night guys!

- Drive in the morning at 9:00am
- Gym with Aiden and Jimmy
- Chilled with some woglets in town
- Home
- Josh's house
- Town
- Brian picks us up from town to take us to Ferryden Park to play soccer
- Verse these kids from USC, uni and blackfriars, lost 11-8 :(. We all played tremendous though
- Decked some cunt because im just reckless (im not really but i did drop him :P)
- Huge debate over where we should go now for an hour ROFL, the whole time we were freezing and my ballsack was shrivelling by the second
- Drove off in Alex, Brian and Ken's cars
- Took one for the team and went into Ken's boot AHAHAHAH, first time and was chill as a pill :D
- Maccas run <3, had my first double quarter meal and just omg...
- Alex's/David's house
- Chillest session and we all just talked and laughed doing retarded shit around the house xo
- All in pain though ROFL from soccer, my shin was pretty munted
- Had a good talk with Ming and David
- Lee drove us home and on the way we were just being the biggest shit cunts like i just love it so much ROFL
- Got home around about 4:00am, busy day ahah

There was this one guy on their team named Chau who was being a huge cunt all game by shouting at my team and pushing people smaller than him around, like legit, really got on my nerves :/. There was this one time when i was outdribbling 3 people on their team and he was one of them and he just hacked me and pushed me to the ground so i got back up and tripped him and dropped him on his back. Can't believe that i had actually let my temper take over and do that tbh, feelsbadman.jpeg but he did deserve it. Everyone on my team was actually so happy that i did it AHAHAH :D, i thought he was going to call some cunts to bash me up since so many of them were 2nd year uni so i turned down my "volume." Turns out he doesn't know anyone and the people that he does know would back me up AHAHAHAH, should've actually fucked him up (srs), mass regretting it.

I'm not going to lie anymore, this was a good night fuarkkkkkkk xoxoxoxoxo

Selfies in the bathroom, didn't know what other photo to put on since i didn't take any and this was last minute. Ended up getting caught be Lees and it was so embarrassing ROFL

Cunt i  dropped tryin to cry to Jorden and it backfired LOL :P, good times

Cut mah hair maaattteee

Got my first hair cut from an actual hairdresser today in like 6 or so years rofl, like legit. Yea im a huge loser. Actually felt a bit anxious going into the salon, which was QHD, because i didn't know what to really ask for and stuff but Kenzo was chill as a bill.

He asked me if i had cut it here before since he had seen me so many times and i said no and that i was just in with friends :P. It got him quite surprised ahah. Midway through the cut i stood up because i thought it was done and was like "wtf? this looks so bad," but then he was like nah its not finished so i sat down and the woman sitting next to me laughed AHAHAH :$, man that was pretty embarrassing. Kenzo was also talking about booking out a hall for his marriage it seemed like, im not 100% sure it was, but congratulations to him if it is!

Was actually a bit worried the haircut would turn out bad halfway through but it ended up sick as, defs what i wanted <3. Really easy to style aswell and its about time i use this Gatsby that's been sitting on my computer desk for eternity.

Yes i pose with handbags in the background because i dont mess around.
Pics don't really do it justice though :(