Would really really really like a person that is like my 'definition' of close that is close to me that I can talk random stuff to and just chat. Realised I had quite a good amount of these people back then but I stopped putting in the effort :/ Not good lads and ladettes. Don't get me wrong, I'm talking to people but there's no-one that I really have that really deep connection with where we both really understand each other and just talk (no homo). Can't really explain it, I reckon I'm just an emotional bastard but I would really like that person. Where are you already? :( Actually gets me pretty sad thinking about it, I hate how these people in your life end up walking away... I remember making promises to people that we'd always talk and help eachother out forever but before you know it, nek minut due to shit hitting the fan, promises get broken :/ sigh.
Whenever I talk to people about deep stuff and I hear theirs, I feel as if I can't really say mine because they wouldn't really understand and will judge me for things such as I write too much or something or they wouldn't even read it because I'm just not a good explainer....I just don't understand why you can be so fuarking close to some people but then things just stop :( Wherever you are, my guardian angel, please come so I can talk my life to you. Pretty please :(
Yeah, these last few days have been sort of gay...
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