Actually feeling pretty damn bad :/ maybe I'm just being a little girl and letting it 'take control.' I wish I could bring myself to do it though but I guess I deserve these things happening right now. Maybe if I stop blaming myself it'd stop sucking balls but I highly doubt it. Can't really explain it at all, just seems like a lot of thoughts and emotions all at the same time and I want to talk about it but can't really talk about it except on here which sucks because I can't actually even do that.... :( Really don't like this guys, I'm thinking bad thoughts again. Would really like that someone to talk to right now but there's no-one ahah. Guess this just makes me into a stronger person, not really but yea.
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