Makes me feel a bit blue how I know that you're gone now as well :/ Tbh, when you were there I didn't really take it into full consideration how you helped me through dem dark days and was being a selfish bastard but yea..... I'm not sure if I'm actually sad that you're gone or whether my head is just looking for something else to blame. Feels pretty bad as well how I know you've stopped checking up on me and stopped reading my blog ahah. I know that this makes you feel better though about your situation so I don't really know why I'm still trying to be a selfish prick.
Some nights where I don't really know what is clicking in my brainsies and I want to talk to you but can't is when it sucks the most. Sort of wish, you still read this blog for some reason. Hope you're doing well for yourself now you little person I hate so much :)
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