I still think about her every single day ahah, like she's one of the first things I think about it in the morning when I wake up and most definitely the last thing that I think about before I nod off to the clouds far up in the sky. Lot's of things still remind me of her I guess, like places we went, those romantic movies, sad songs and those amazingly silly and lame little jokes we use to make that come up ever so often. Doesn't really hurt anymore when people talk about her which is good hehe
It's been over half a year now since we stopped and it LITERALLY still feels like last month for some reason :P Still amazes me every single time I think of that, that is actually a really really long time but it feels like nothing...Still feels like she's there and all I need to do is just chase her down and catch her but she isn't :(
Lots of things have being going on in my life lately that I wish I could just tell her about ahah :P Still get all glassy eyed over her as well a fair amount which is not the best of things but I guess it's my way of handling so it's fine :) Still feel a bit responsible for how the way things are with her and how everything has changed so much. Maybe she's happy now but I feel as if I could've honestly been the one to do the 'saving'....
Still do some checking up on her ahah, can't believe I'm telling you readers this :P I feel like the biggest stalker kent. Literally check her Facebook profile page every day for some reason and found out she recently started her tumblr again, she always liked doing dat shet :). Try to avoid checking her Twitter in case I see something that'll penetrate my soul :P Actually need to stop looking at her stuff rofl because it's so lame .
So yea, that's pretty much my night time confession, feels good to get this off my chest :) feelsgoodman.jpeg
Look at this pudgy mofo, he's so cute AHAHAHA
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