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I really wish I had that person to just go to right now and talk about random things and stuff. Just recently lost another person but they're going good now, I don't blame them at all for going.

So yea, here's me talking to a bunch of randoms that I have never met before and will probably never meet. Just got home from football training and had rugby games throughout the day before that. Pretty much dead, everything is aching, even the finger tips that im typing with but that doesn't really matter at all compared to the other thing ahah. Overall I'm just really hot and bothered right now and some things just aren't working the way I want them to, I feel as if i'm being forced into this position that I don't really want to be and i want to say no but I can't because it's my only option so I'm being a little pussy and taking it.... sigh. I've finally got head screwed on just that bit tighter to make me able to function through my day to day necessities but it's just that tiny bit too late now to do that thing, which sucks the biggest donkey dick that I have ever witnessed in the history of the Earth and the vastly huge galaxy. I know that this is just another phase like all the other times but it still sucks, i know that eventually i'll get past it and things will look that bit more colourful afterwards so that I'll be a happy little chappy but even though I know all of this, it still blows. Maybe if you were here things would be better, but i doubt it. I'm a bit like a broken record player right now, I don't even know what the fuck that means but you get the drift. I actually hate this so goddamn much. More than anything i've ever developed hatred for. On a very serious note, fuck.