Western Digital

Woke up pretty late today hoping to avoid it but still feeling pretty damn bad. Just them feels of dread and gloominess. Had a shot to try and do something different last night but it backfired in my face, was really hoping it would've happened like I wanted it to, I guess it sort of did though so I can't really complain. I don't really know what I'm saying right now guys... Each time I go through this phase I feel as if it's the end of the world and there's no hope left so I just want to go back to that state like I was before, sitting back and chilling. Seriously thinking so many different things right now and so many feels. Sort of want to write it all out on here but then I'll seem like the gayest cunt in existence. Don't know how things are like this though. Fuck this is terrible.