Felt pretty dreary throughout school today. Especially in physics, for some reason literally everything annoyed me. Even the smallest things that i usually wouldn't have even thought twice about were lingering. What annoyed me even more was the fact that i was annoyed at these things and it just ended up snowballing. Was happy to get out of class and eat some of David's gummy burgers ahah.
At recess today i sat down and looked at all the year 12s sitting there eating and talking and looked at the year 8s. Realised for like the 100th time, how much people have changed and how people who you would think were so close to each other actually hate each other and have split off because of stupid things. Makes me feel a bit sad actually, i always thought when year 12 came around all of us would all be tight and be able to talk and laugh with each other. Weird how things can change so suddenly without you having any control of it....sigh. I wonder if this kind of stuff happened in like every single year since i was in year 8... I hope this year's year 8s have a good highschool life and don't end up fucked.
Good part of today was in english comms class when Ms. Shannahan tripped over and the whole class was just silent. Me, Ben and Liam were all trying so hard not to crack up which made it 10x funnier. Would explain more about this really funny moment but i just feel a bit weird now so can't. It was really funny though and im happy it happened because it sort of made us closer. Liam was also really digging my new orange Hydralyte bottle which was a good topic of conversation :)
I still think alot of thoughts that make me sad but i know these things shouldn't make me sad anymore because of the way things are. Alot of it shouldn't matter, sucks how it stilll does. I wonder how things are for you.
46 days left, so by my calculations i can start again on day 56 of this blog series... seems so long away but i know when the date comes it's going to seem like it went by so fast.
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