Realised not too long ago that i always seem to have a problem on my mind that constantly drags me down. I guess this is probably the same case with everyone though. I wish i realised this earlier and didn't let it ruin alot of things i had worked for. It had to be something back then and now it's something different but its still there. It's just always this thing that keeps on thumping away at me.
Not really sure why i get so beat up about it aswell, truth is worrying about it and getting all scared isn't to make life any better. I'm just wasting valuable time being down like this because of this bad feeling that will always be there.
I've definitely solved my one problem that was stuck on me the whole holidays and i'm so so so goddam happy and proud of myself but just after that problem was solved this one literally pops up straight away and it feels terrible. Everything that keeps on popping up seems worse than the last but i know that it's not. They're all just the same. Sigh, i really don't want to go into corners tonight but it's really hard. I'm on my own so i guess its alright, right? I haven't done this in a few days now and i have a good streak going on, proud of myself tbh, i can't break it now. Just can't... This problem isn't even that bad, i still have time.
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